Twilight Musings with Jamie

There is no word in the English language that is more depressing than the word "almost" </3

Sometimes, we don't need a lot of words to express how we feel.

This song is so easy on the ears. Not sure if I gave it justice though.

Been feeling really homesick lately...so it made me think of things I really miss about home.

Pondering on countless musings

Hoping for a chance to see through your gaze

Waiting for words to come out of our mouths

Expecting the possibility of the unfathomable

Grasping what's left of my sanity

I try to digest a reality

Where you are mine and I am yours

Where your eyes are small universes

Vast but not empty

Your veins a river of promises

Flowing through the cracks of my parched emotions

And oh your lips

An island I won't mind getting stuck on

Let me be a castaway

And I will turn the forest of your fears into paradise

Pull me into your gravity with a touch

And a kiss is a white flag waved high

Succumbing to a force greater than us

Holding your hand is conquering the world

Your embrace is quicksand

Entrapping my frailty

And holding together my brokenness

My heart's futile attempt to build walls

Only ends up in a crash and crumble

At the sight of a majestic wonder that is you

My heartbeat is thunder

Echoing through abandoned caves of bliss

My passion is lightning

Ripping through the darkness of my thoughts

But my love

My love is something else

My love is a drop in the ocean

An illusion of insignificance

Turning ripples into massive waves

My love is a volcano

An illusion of viciousness

Forming precious stones and diamonds

My love is wind

An illusion of absence

Touching your face, pressing to be felt

I am a lone star in your galaxy

Tell me how to survive a supernova

This titanic explosion of unrequited feelings

With a blinding darkness slowly fading away into nothingness

Your voice calling for my name

A deliverance from this black hole I call solitude

An emancipation from a single axis of fate

And so I refuse to subject myself to destiny

I am no longer deceived

That I cannot create

I create through my thoughts

And I choose to create life instead of lies

I create my own universe in my own eyes

And you would see

That my universe is made of billion suns

Illuminating an infinite space of possibilities

Where despair is as possible as jubilation

In my universe

You are the only moon

For if darkness is my agony

You are my only floodlight of hope