Tune's Audio Files

Woke up at 2 am, With a newfound understanding. Realized I've never truly loved myself, Never been in unconditional compassion. I've failed to protect myself, More than once and from time to time. But from this day, I will realign. Assuring myself, I will never fail me again. I will take good care of myself, For the rest of my life. No matter how I age or how I appear, I will cherish every single piece of me until I disappear. No matter how many mistakes I make, I will appreciate myself for trying, And will not let my self-worth diminish. I will embrace all my imperfections, Without doubt or reasoning, And let myself flourish, once again. I will allow myself to live fully, And strive for the things I truly want, Whole-heartedly understand and accept myself, In life's dance, I'll be my own confidant. For better or for worse, I will always be there for myself. Never again be angry or impatient, And listen patiently, like my own best friend. Accepting who I am, completely and truly, Unmoved by others' words, my own path I see, No longer needing external validations, In myself, I trust, my own decree. From this day, and for all rest of my life. I will always stand by my side, And I promise, without any exceptions or change, I will never ever, Betray myself again! Tune 30 Dec 2023 4:48AM

နောက်ဆုံးမက်ခဲ့တဲ့ အိပ်မက်ကလေးကို သပ်သပ်ရပ်ရပ်ထုတ်ပိုးပြီး သံသေတ္တာတစ်လုံးရဲ့ အောက်ခြေထဲမှာ ထာဝရအပြီး သော့ခတ် သိမ်းဆည်းထားလိုက်ပြီ။ ဘာတစ်ခုမှ ဇာတ်မနာပါဘူး သာမန်ဖြစ်ရိုးဖြစ်စဉ်တွေထဲက သဘာဝကျတဲ့ သာမညဖြစ်ရပ်တစ်ခု ... ။ ကျွန်း ၂၉ နိုဝင်ဘာ ၂၀၂၀ မနက်၃နာရီ ၂၄မိနစ်

Moments! I believe You deserve better & we are not Compatible to each other! I will freeze & keep All these memories & replay them Again and again In my mind! Being grateful for the moments Made me feel alive once & everything seemed So meaningful in life! I know I shouldn't want more Or ask for more & so, I will just live & stay In these moments for life! Tune 26th April 2020 9:30AM

Do You Remember? - Do you remember Remember anything at all? - I was looking for you everywhere But I never noticed It was you all along - I‘ve mistaken you with a few others Someone claimed himself as you And I believed Until I could figure out That was not true - There was a mark on me You made to remember me Do you remember where it is? Or what is the color? - Do you remember Remember anything at all? Tune 27 March 2020 6:36 AM

May be! May be You are the gift I need to treasure May be You are the lesson I need to learn No matter what I think, there is nothing to lose for me! May be You are the chapter I need to open May be You are the book I need to read Anyhow, I think I am learning something There is nothing I can know for sure But at least I am trying Opening my heart And I let you in Will you stay or go? I know That’s beyond my control! Tune 7 Jan 2020 8:51 Am

Questions! Why it has to be so painful? Is it me? Is it you? Or is it because both of us? Do I mean something to you? In a word of wisdom, they said If someone leaves you wondering Do you matter in his or her life It is the time, you must leave that situation But I am still hesitating Any rays of hope out there or Nothing but a complete darkness? How can I imagine or guess? Let’s move on, I said I wish I never feel any of that But everything seems too late by now Can’t even think a life without you in it But is it real? Or just temporary? Are we really meant to be? How can I know anything for sure? Everything seems cloudy and vague With these questions spinning in my head! Tune 3 Nov 2019 7:54 am

Spoken Words! It starts with Sarah Kay, the poet Since I can’t get enough of her words Finally, I fall in love with the spoken words Falling in love with an artist Is not the same Falling in love with a man Or loving a friend or a sibling That love never hurts me Or leave me in pains Instead, helps me to sane Also, I keep on discovering Wonders of words and spoken things! But if I put my feelings Accurately into words Will someone hurt? That thought heavy my heart Sometimes, I don’t even want to start writing But anyway, Sarah Kay is teaching me Someone may need my writing Like I need hers May not be here and now May be like I found her After years and years of creations Yesterday, I talked to a poet outside And he advised to share my writings As much as I can “Many may not care or like Many may even criticize you But even if one person needs Just keep on creating!” I am rethinking My reasons for living And my reasons to strive The use of my voice When I am still alive So, now I am writing The spoken words I like! I know my words are being far from perfect And my English may need to correct I am just a kindergarten level poet But at least, I am starting that! Tune 1 September 2019 8:24 AM

Healing! I know I am healing Because I am seeing things with different eyes Appreciate all the love and kindness I am receiving I think I am no longer color blind On the good signs of life! Wish it happened ten years ago Wish it happened before My choices can be somehow different But anyway, It’s never too late to heal & never too late to feel good about self & life! Things are not necessarily that painful I can go with the flow And I am not that responsible Burdens left my shoulder Noises no longer bother me & sensitivities are going down! What is like to be me Not easy but I can’t explain It’s OK not to understand me No longer co-dependent and don’t need any sympathy! I don’t look anyone for answers anymore The answers are inside of me I can leave the past behind And will try to live again! Now, “past” is no longer “present” Yes, now, all the past is past! Tune 31 August 2019 8:11AM

Just that! Today is my birthday Did you aware Or did you even care about me? My mom called me in the morning She wished me happy birthday as usual She never forgets my birthday & nice to hear the words she says! I called my father I couldn’t reach but he called me back We did have a nice chat! My brother called me while I was in a grocery I missed his call and I called him back He wished me “happy birthday” & shared few jokes to brighten my way! Wishes are coming From the people I care Being far from deserted But still felt some gaps Why should I feel something lack? Remembering a quote of a French poet which said “one person is missing and the whole world seems depopulated” Yes, I know the fact! No, I am not demanding And I want nothing from you I am just wishing you to be with me sometimes Only when the time I miss you It just happened to be every day Sometimes in a cruel way Scared that I may annoy you Scared that I may say wrong things Scared that I may make mistakes All I want is disappeared from your life Disappeared from you sight forever As quiet as possible But still, part of me is clinging On one small simple thing & keep on missing you! Tune 26th August 2019 4:48pm

“Free” It took 43 years to love myself again Looking in the mirror And able to see the true me Not the one distorted & deformed in my eyes No, not that one! What happened has been happened There is nothing to complain And nothing to explain Also, nothing to blame Yes, I can forgive today Yes, I can move on now And all the gratitude will stay No matter what I start to trust myself I start to trust my choice I’m gonna live my life 47 tomorrow And don’t feel late to begin again Never be too late to be happy Never be too late to feel alive I can’t change my past & I am changing my future Though it was not easy I know I am the one Who is responsible to Set myself free! Tune 25th August 2019 2:51pm