Psychedelic Stories

Tanya Forest had never used psychedelics but her daughter urged her to try after she had a meaningful experience with a mushroom guide. Before long, Tanya found herself driving down a dirt road on a farm property in the forest to meet the same guide her daughter worked with. That evening, Tanya began her own life-changing psilocybin journey.

As the mushrooms took effect, Tanya found herself experiencing things she had never contemplated before. Her experience included aliens, Egyptian hieroglyphs, celestial beings, and connections with her indigenous ancestors. Tanya's experience has had a lasting impact in her life and she is pursuing a career as a psychedelic guide herself.

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After watching his father drink too much and seeing how it impacted his family, Dallas Jones didn’t want anything to do with any kind of substance. Things changed when he got to college and his friend Ryan convinced him to smoke weed for the first time. After a pleasant cannabis experience, Dallas’s perspective on substances changed, but it wasn’t until several years later that he had a deep psychedelic experience. 

Dallas had always felt stress about understanding the purpose of life and he had a fear of death. During a ketamine experience with a group of friends, Dallas was confronted by the Goddess of Death who helped him understand that he no longer needed to fear death. After that experience, Dallas spoke with his friends and found that elements of each of their experiences were shared among them.

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Danielle Heap has struggled with depression since she was young. About eight years ago she was misdiagnosed as bipolar. Six years ago, her diagnosis was changed to a borderline personality with treatment-resistant depression, anxiety, and obsessive-compulsive tendencies. Even with a combination of medications including anti-depressants, mood stabilizers, and anti-psychotics, Danielle's emotions were volatile and could change in a matter of hours. On top of that, Danielle experienced postpartum depression after the birth of her son.

Danielle sought out ketamine therapy to see if it could help with her depression. Initially, she used a nasal spray and then received ketamine infusions. On ketamine, Danielle stepped outside of linear time and viewed her life experiences from a different perspective. All rumination ceased and her suicidal ideations dissipated.

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Drea Bachman has experienced mental health challenges for most of her life. She tried different treatments for her depression, including psilocybin microdosing and electroconvulsive therapy, but didn't find relief. In addition to experiencing depression, Drea has also experienced disapproval and hurtful comments from others because she is a transgender woman.

At one point, Drea spoke to her psychiatrist about the possibility of using lithium to treat her depression. Her psychiatrist recommended trying ketamine infusions first. Under the influence of ketamine, Drea experienced a beam of energy that she could feel clearing things in her head. It felt like something changed in her brain and the thoughts that used to cause her pain weren't causing pain anymore. Ketamine has given Drea relief from depression and given her space to find purpose and pursue things she’s passionate about in life. 

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Jillian Scheel decided to write her thesis for her Human Resources degree on the cannabis legalization movement back in 2016 while attending school in Idaho. As part of the research for her thesis, she explored the business side of the cannabis industry and made her first legal purchase of cannabis, an edible cookie that resulted in a high lasting nearly 24 hours. Jillian also discusses her experience as a Human Resources professional in the cannabis industry, and how the dreamlike states of her ketamine treatments have improved her mental health.

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Jennifer Janvier's friend, an experienced mushroom grower, offered her some mushrooms during the pandemic. Jenny took a large dose and interacted with a younger version of herself. Jenny's inner child told her she could do whatever she wanted in life. That experience set in motion a period of shadow work for Jenny in which she navigated through a number of difficult experiences from her childhood. Eventually, Jenny tried ketamine treatments for depression and found that those experiences also surfaced childhood trauma. In one ketamine experience, Jenny time-traveled back to a difficult memory from her youth and spoke with her father, who transformed into a child himself and conversed with her. 

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Bernard Kold has had a number of experiences with psychedelics and other substances. On his first day at college, he tried LSD and had a number of positive experiences. He also tried mushrooms, but after three successive bad trips he set aside mushrooms. He then took up heroin, resulting in addiction for several years. Years later, after healing from heart surgery, Bernard began experiencing serious depression. His wife and a physician friend suggested he try ketamine to treat his depression. Bernard shares some of his ketamin experiences, including one in which he felt as if he had died and entered something similar to the Bardo, spoken of in The Tibetan Book of the Dead. He had the feeling he was a God particle and that life is part of a simulation. 

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Links:

The Tibetan Book of the Dead

Be Here Now
A book by Ram Dass

Rob High's first psychedelic experience was with a friend in high school. He had a great time with his friend but realized the experience had some added benefits. LSD had helped him work through his parent's divorce that had occurred a few years before. Later in life, Rob became addicted to pain pills and had an unintentional overdose that caused him to flatline. His son found him and fortunately he was revived by emergency responders. Rob also describes a recent psychedelic experience in which he and a friend used ecstasy, LSD, and ketamine in one day. After that experience, he decided he was probably done with psychedelics but left the door cracked a little and said he may reconsider down the road.

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Ed Prideaux became interested in psychedelics as a teen when he came across news about a Johns Hopkins study indicating psychedelic experiences were among the most meaningful experiences of study participants' lives. Ed also became interested in the music, culture, imagery, and use of psychedelics during the 1960s.

Ed's story serves as a cautionary tale for anyone interested in psychedelics. As he started using psychedelics, he began experiencing anxiety and Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder or HPPD. Ed describes some of his trips and subsequent experiences with HPPD, including one in which the hiring manager at a job he interviewed for was saturated with psychedelic visuals and coated in a bright blue aura. Ed's experiences highlight the fact that, like most decisions in life, choosing to use psychedelics has risks that should be studied and understood.

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Links:

Ed's Email
[email protected]

Perception Foundation
A non-profit focused on ending the stigma, low awareness, poor treatments, and ill-understanding associated with Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder

Caroline Rabelo experienced feelings of depression and suicidal thoughts since she was a child. At the age of 13, Caroline convinced her parents to let her try medication for depression. Despite trying different medications, none of the prescriptions had lasting positive results and at age 16, Caroline attempted suicide. In 2017, Caroline signed up for a research study about familial depression. Her father also experienced depression and ended his life. The study gave Caroline access to different treatments and she chose to participate in ketamine therapy. Caroline discusses her experience with ketamine and describes how the treatments have given her breathing room from the constant negative self-talk she regularly experienced. While it hasn't cured her of depression, it has allowed her to experience feelings of happiness and accomplishment in life. 

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