Trans Questioning Podcast

It's the thirtieth episode, and a full year after recording episode one! THIS WEEK: Answering more spam mail, answering an actual listener question about whether one can be too well off to call themselves trans and begin transitition; discussing what has changed in the year since I came out, including the recent revelation that I am genderqueer; talking about the recent Contrapoints video "The Aesthetic" and some criticisms of it (I ended up making a video about this, which you can find right here), including the nature of unfulfilling and cynical art, and the lessons one might take from Nineteen Eighty-Four. Identity! What the h*ck is it?

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INTRO, OUTRO, and INTERSTITIAL MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

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When you come out as transgender, the freedom of Halloween is every single day. THIS WEEK: I talk to video essayist and host of youtube show Nyx Fears, May Leitz! We discuss the hell that is life in the DFW metroplex, what it's like coming out as trans to an existing fanbase, how she figured out her transness, how she navigates dysphoria, the ambiguities of identity and the challenges of articulation, where she got her name, what the heck a "woman" looks like, and how Halloween is basically Transgender Christmas. ALSO: A lengthy discussion about vulnerability and earnestness in online media criticism, particularly on youtube, and our problems with the over-valuation of "objective" criticism.

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Please watch May's coming out video "The Truth" right here, and follow the links below to all her other stuff.

YOUTUBE MAIN:Nyx Fears
YOUTUBE VLOG:May Leitz
TWITTER:@nyxfears
PATREON:Nyx Fears

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INTRO/OUTRO MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

INTERSTITIAL MUSIC is Rosalina's Comet Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

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#ihaveagramophone. Make it trend, or I walk. THIS WEEK: Melancholy in the Sarah's world; the loneliness of Italy without friends at home to talk to; revisiting your journal is ALWAYS a bad idea; reflections on my conversation with Shannon Strucci in the previous episode; fear of asking friends and colleagues to respect your new name and chosen pronouns; the stress of being a stealth transgender person in college; good reactions from friends and family; how cis people can help trans people.

Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share? Email me at [email protected]

INTRO MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

INTERSTITIAL MUSIC is the Mirror Temple JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

OUTRO MUSIC is the Mor Adain - Roaming the Wastes JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

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#ihaveagramophone. Make it trend, or I walk. THIS WEEK: Melancholy in the Sarah's world; the loneliness of Italy without friends at home to talk to; revisiting your journal is ALWAYS a bad idea; reflections on my conversation with Shannon Strucci in the previous episode; fear of asking friends and colleagues to respect your new name and chosen pronouns; the stress of being a stealth transgender person in college; good reactions from friends and family; how cis people can help trans people.

Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share? Email me at [email protected]

INTRO MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

INTERSTITIAL MUSIC is the Mirror Temple JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

OUTRO MUSIC is the Mor Adain - Roaming the Wastes JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

Support me on PATREON at Patreon.com/LTAS
Follow me on TWITTER @TransQPodcast and @hmsnofun
and on MASTODON @hmsnofun

It's time to dish about the creeps that make life miserable for women on the internet. THIS WEEK: I talk to youtuber Shannon Strucci, hot off the release of her feature-length video essay about parasocial relationships. We discuss how death in the family (especially parents) can other you from friends and colleagues, the gross and creepy harassment a successful woman gets, how gender affects one's success on a public media platform, the weird real life fanfic written about Jacksepticeye and Markiplier, what it's like being a woman on a film set, and much more!

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Check out Shannon Strucci's incredible series about parasocial relationships, Fake Friends:
Episode One
Episode Two

You can follow and support Shannon on the following platforms:
TWITTER: @plentyofalcoves
YOUTUBE: StrucciMovies
CURIOUSCAT: plentyofalcoves
PATREON: patreon.com/StrucciMovies

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Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share? Email me at [email protected]

INTRO MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

INTERSTITIAL and OUTRO MUSIC is the Ice Cap Zone JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

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Two months on HRT and second puberty is in full swing. THIS WEEK: I discuss the various changes I've noticed after two months on feminizing hormones; suddenly Sarah is starting to exist; a series of digressions on topics various and sundry. ALSO: Very few people have sent me emails, so I've decided to give the spammers their due. It's time to discuss the tragedy of the late Dr. George Pascal, whose affairs in Burkina Faso promise to be profoundly lucrative.

Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share? Email me at [email protected]

INTRO MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

OUTRO MUSIC is A Settlement in Red Bluffs JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

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Tips and tricks from a 19 year old film nerd. THIS WEEK: The wonderful Emily Lynch stops by to talk about her experiences coming out as transgender to her parents, presenting full time, and the various strategies of making oneself accustomed to their new identity. There are many jokes and japes along the way (bonus points if you get my sick Dark Souls reference), including tales of sperm donation and movie journies. ALSO: I recount my final days in Italy, and preface the next episode, which does not yet exist for you (or it does, and you're in the future-present compared to my present-past (relative to your present)). It's a good time for all and sundry!

Check out Emily's INTERWEB PRESENCE:

TWITTER: @AdequateEmily
TWITCH: https://www.twitch.tv/adequateemily
BLOG: http://adequateemilyreviews.blogspot.com/
YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOH1FQCrI3EdO3gBjnH0Yxg

Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share? Email me at [email protected]

INTRO/OUTRO MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

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When they demand that you disappear into the shadows again, the only choice is illumination. THIS WEEK: The GOP doesn't want LGBT people to adopt children, and of course this will disproprtionately effect the T; what happens when a fascist dictator blames a minority group for society's ills, cons the people into persecuting them, persecutes them successfully, and the ills of society remain unaddressed? Why, it's time to pick another minority, of course! Given the current political climate, is it such a jump to think that transgender people are next in line? They want us to go away, which is why we must make ourselves more public than ever. ALSO: Updates on being in Italy, including being sick, missing Pompeii, and sorting through pictures; asking myself when I'll feel comfortable thinking of myself as a woman; pondering the various developments of two months on hormone replacement therapy and whether they're real or just in my head.

Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share? Email me at [email protected]

INTRO/OUTRO MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

Support me on PATREON at Patreon.com/LTAS
Follow me on TWITTER @TransQPodcast and @hmsnofun

When they demand that you disappear into the shadows again, the only choice is illumination. THIS WEEK: The GOP doesn't want LGBT people to adopt children, and of course this will disproprtionately effect the T; what happens when a fascist dictator blames a minority group for society's ills, cons the people into persecuting them, persecutes them successfully, and the ills of society remain unaddressed? Why, it's time to pick another minority, of course! Given the current political climate, is it such a jump to think that transgender people are next in line? They want us to go away, which is why we must make ourselves more public than ever. ALSO: Updates on being in Italy, including being sick, missing Pompeii, and sorting through pictures; asking myself when I'll feel comfortable thinking of myself as a woman; pondering the various developments of two months on hormone replacement therapy and whether they're real or just in my head.

Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share? Email me at [email protected]

INTRO/OUTRO MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

Support me on PATREON at Patreon.com/LTAS
Follow me on TWITTER @TransQPodcast and @hmsnofun

I'm elsewhere! Wow! THIS WEEK: A shorter episode digging into the conflicted feelings of an early transition trans person having to go boymode in another country for a month, looking for changes from HRT, and maybe feeling a little more calm? Hmmm.

Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share? Email me at [email protected]

INTRO/OUTRO MUSIC is the Mii Channel Theme JAZZ COVER by insaneintherainmusic.

COVER ART is by the wonderful Emilee Bumgarner.

Support me on PATREON at Patreon.com/LTAS
Follow me on TWITTER @TransQPodcast and @hmsnofun