Poem I Hid Inside Your Book and Then on Second Thought Retrieved
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Indigo’s Voice
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It was Jung’s Red Book. The boy is irrelevant. Published in Atomic Fly-Swatter Vol. 1 You thunder, silver-tongued about your alien planet like a junkyard guard dog, dislodge thick snarls from your throat, taste the rusted air for fear. I do not know the climate here. I do not care to- this wasteland is too crowded as it is, there is no place for me to rest among all these damn mirrors that reek of restlessness and wine. If only I could close my eyes and let the ancient howl of your spirit’s storm engulf me, make me have to remember to breathe. But I do not know the climate here. I do not care to.
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Purge
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Taking Space
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