December 12 Fear of change “By working the steps, we come to accept a Higher Power’s will.... We lose our fear of the unknown. We are set free.”

FEFebruary 10 Fun! “In recovery, our ideas of fun change.”

In retrospect, many of us realize that when we used, our ideas of fun were rather bizarre.  Some of us would get dressed up and head for the local club.  We would dance, drink, and do other drugs until the sun rose.  On more than one occasion, gun battles broke out.  What we then called fun, we now call insanity. Today, our notion of fun has changed.  Fun to us today is a walk along the ocean, watching the dolphins frolic as the sun sets behind them.  Fun is going to an NA picnic, or attending the comedy show at an NA convention.  Fun is getting dressed up to go to the banquet and not worrying about any gun battles breaking out over who did what to whom. Through the grace of a Higher Power and the Fellowship of Narcotics Anonymous, our ideas of fun have changed radically.  Today when we are up to see the sun rise, it’s usually because we went to bed early the night before, not because we left a club at six in the morning, eyes bleary from a night of drug use.  And if that’s all we have received from Narcotics Anonymous, that would be enough. ––––=–––– Just for today:  I will have fun in my recovery!

December 19 Walking the way we talk “Words mean nothing until we put them into action.”

The Twelfth Step reminds us “to practice these principles in all our affairs.”  In NA, we see living examples of this suggestion all around us.  The more experienced members, who seem to have an aura of peace surrounding them, demonstrate the rewards of applying this bit of wisdom in their lives.

To receive the rewards of the Twelfth Step, it is vital that we practice the spiritual principles of recovery even when no one is looking.  If we talk about recovery at meetings but continue to live as we did in active addiction, our fellow members may suspect that we are doing nothing more than quoting bumper stickers.

What we pass on to newer members comes more from how we live than what we say.  If we advise someone to “turn it over” without having experienced the miracle of the Third Step, chances are the message will fail to reach the ears of the newcomer for whom it’s intended.  On the other hand, if we “walk what we talk” and share our genuine experience in recovery, the message will surely be evident to all.

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Just for today:  I will practice the principles of recovery, even when I’m the only one who knows.

December 12 Fear of change “By working the steps, we come to accept a Higher Power’s will.... We lose our fear of the unknown. We are set free.”

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Life is a series of changes, both large and small.  Although we may know and accept this fact intellectually, chances are that our initial emotional reaction to change is fear.  For some reason, we assume that each and every change is going to hurt, causing us to be miserable.

If we look back on the changes that have happened in our lives, we’ll find that most of them have been for the best.  We were probably very frightened at the prospect of life without drugs, yet it’s the best thing that’s ever happened to us.  Perhaps we’ve lost a job that we thought we’d die without, but later on we found greater challenge and personal fulfillment in a new career.  As we venture forth in our recovery, we’re likely to experience more changes.  We will outgrow old situations and become ready for new ones.

With all sorts of changes taking place, it’s only natural to grab hold of something, anything familiar and try to hold on.  Solace can be found in a Power greater than ourselves.  The more we allow changes to happen at the direction of our Higher Power, the more we’ll trust that those changes are for the best.  Faith will replace fear, and we’ll know in our hearts that all will be well.

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Just for today:  When I am afraid of a change in my life, I will take comfort from knowing that God’s will for me is good.

December 12 Fear of change “By working the steps, we come to accept a Higher Power’s will.... We lose our fear of the unknown. We are set free.”

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Life is a series of changes, both large and small.  Although we may know and accept this fact intellectually, chances are that our initial emotional reaction to change is fear.  For some reason, we assume that each and every change is going to hurt, causing us to be miserable.

If we look back on the changes that have happened in our lives, we’ll find that most of them have been for the best.  We were probably very frightened at the prospect of life without drugs, yet it’s the best thing that’s ever happened to us.  Perhaps we’ve lost a job that we thought we’d die without, but later on we found greater challenge and personal fulfillment in a new career.  As we venture forth in our recovery, we’re likely to experience more changes.  We will outgrow old situations and become ready for new ones.

With all sorts of changes taking place, it’s only natural to grab hold of something, anything familiar and try to hold on.  Solace can be found in a Power greater than ourselves.  The more we allow changes to happen at the direction of our Higher Power, the more we’ll trust that those changes are for the best.  Faith will replace fear, and we’ll know in our hearts that all will be well.

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Just for today:  When I am afraid of a change in my life, I will take comfort from knowing that God’s will for me is good.

JFTNA December 11 Misery is optional “No one is forcing us to give up our misery.”

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It’s funny to remember how reluctant we once were to surrender to recovery.  We seemed to think we had wonderful, fulfilling lives as using addicts and that giving up our drugs would be worse than serving a life sentence at hard labor.  In reality, the opposite was true:  Our lives were miserable, but we were afraid to trade that familiar misery for the uncertainties of recovery.

It’s possible to be miserable in recovery, too, though it’s not necessary.  No one will force us to work the steps, go to meetings, or work with a sponsor.  There is no NA militia that will force us to do the things that will free us from pain.  But we do have a choice.  We’ve already chosen to give up the misery of active addiction for the sanity of recovery.  Now, if we’re ready to exchange today’s misery for even greater peace, we have a means to do just that—if we really want to.

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Just for today:  I don’t have to be miserable unless I really want to be.  Today, I will trade in my misery for the benefits of recovery.