Amelia's Escape

Amelia (This is me talking by the way) makes her first appearance since her last podcast with Syddog Steiger! That fuking podcast aired more than a year ago. A lot has changed for young little miss Amelia. She's moved up to Oregon. Got her steamdeck. Has no rent to pay. And is actually sleeping at night (not this night lol, but definitely some nights). This recovery actually feels like a recovery and not finally catching a breath of air, only to drown again. Wow. What a life to live. Okay, but seriously. I feel a lot better. Hopefully I can push past resistance enough to actually follow through with my future career plans.

In this particular episode, I talk about: Past friendships and the heartbreaking feeling of losing touch with someone you were once so close to. Processing childhood and familia trauma. The works.

Original Airdate: 09-14-2022

This is my MUTHA FUKIN BROTHA FOR LIFE Syddog. In this episode she's PREGNANT WITH A MUTHA FUKIN BABY and we're catching up from years of separation and disconnection. It was really fun getting to talk to her. Gotta love Sydney. Always.

Original Air Date: 08-24-2021

P.S. Her baby's about to turn one in like a month on the posting of this episode... yeh. Not my most productive time, I guess, for personal projects. Gotta heal. Gotta heal. Gotta heal.

Also, also: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALSEY!!!!!

The only thing I remember about this podcast was that it's a bad idea. It's a party. Everyone's talking to each other. There's no central conversation. Have fun! On the plus side, you can pretend that you're in a party while listening to this. Kinda like ASMR, only not soothing.

The original airdate for this podcast was on: 07-17-2021

I have no idea what this podcast is about. It's been a long time. My guesses are my grandparents, me constantly trying to figure out why I'm always freaking about life and maybe loneliness. Those seem to be good guesses.

I just saw it. It's about dnd and life and stuff. Is that a better description?

The original airdate for this podcast was on: 03-25-2021

I remember this podcast very fondly. Whenever a family member goes through what is popularly described as a "mental breakdown", you don't really know what's going through the individual's head. This conversation gave me a lot of insight on how these events transpire. I have a theory, mostly influenced by Duncan Trussell's analysis, that mental breakdowns are a natural response from your body / mind to reset your way of life and GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE SITUATION YOU'RE IN. Stress is real and sometimes it's too much. Don't judge people for breaking down. We're all trying to get through life. It's really hard sometimes. Even unbearable.

The original airdate for this podcast was on: 03-09-2021

Always gotta love a conversation with the family. Elena deleted tiktok. Albert is contemplating starting a twitch. I gave him a tarot card reading about it. It went pretty well. Overall, really enjoy spending time with family and I'm glad they complied with my desire to create a podcast together.

The original airdate for this podcast was on: 02-05-2021. Don't judge me

It took me a year and a half to post this. Depression is real. Or at least extreme laziness. Or maybe my life was so chaotic, it needed to be fixed before I tried venturing further.

Jocko Willink's a cool guy and I want to be like him. I literally just woke up from a two hour name in the middle of the afternoon, so it's not working out so far.

I need to get my shit together

Having a pretty chill day in the midst of a lot of work. Just trying to have a good time on my own.