Rae's of Light

She is baaaacccckkkkkk! It's Rae' here and I am back on the mic! I have been away for quite some time for reflection, reenergizing, and 

regrouping. On this episode we will catch up on what's been going on with me and the epiphany  I had on D.R.E.A.M.E.R.S. You'll also 

get a snippet of the my 30 lesson for my 30 years. I hope you enjoy! 

Love you always-Rae'

Peace-Love-Light 

I've officially made it around the sun 30x! I feel like I am finally a 

grown woman. With that new found womanhood I share with you 

the mindset that helped keep my birthday both mellow and

enjoyable. A part of me wanted a big shin-dig to commemorate the

occasion but I found much more happiness and peace in the

solitude of my family and friends. Listen and watch as I share my

journey to 30!

Peace-Love-Light--Rae'

One  of the definitions in the Merriam-Webster dictionary for

rebellion is an instance of such defiance or resistance. This is

exactly what I have been going through. In the last few weeks, I 

found myself overwhelmed with the pandemic and still being shut

in. It left me in state of unease and uncertainty about my future

and what's to come because everything right now is unknown.

Instead of grounding myself in truth, faith, and patience I chose to

rebel. Rebel and stop doing the things I needed to do because a

part of me said... "what's the point?" It took a couple of weeks but

I came to the realization that not doing anything was hurting me

more then the uncertainty of what's to come and that I was just

being a brat and making excuses because, hell, everything

about life certain. I had to come to grips with that and humble

myself and return to the place I left off at and be obedient and

patient. Listen and WATCH NOW as I take you through my journey. 

For the last few weeks I let my hope and a little faith dwindle. I 

allowed one area that I was struggling in have an effect on so many 

other areas of my life. I allowed it to effect how I valued myself and 

confidence I have in my ability to accomplish goals. I have allowed 

it to keep me down with a gray cloud over my mind. However, my 

perception was and is not my current reality. Failing in one area 

doesn't make a failure in all area, nor does it diminish my value. 

This is the lesson, I relearned these last few weeks. Now, after the 

rain has passed, I can see the rainbow and my hope is restored.

Peace-Love-Light--Rae'

So I have been very quiet for the last few weeks and I wanted to update you'll on why!! Your girl

has kicked off this coaching thing and a sister is already International! It has keep me both busy

and anxious as well as excited and yet extremely nervous. I have been meet with some doubt

and challenges along the way but I put myself out there and I can't wait to share with you the 

results.

***Warning the audio on this is rough and there were some surprises along the way (you'll see) but that's to be expected when you are doing something new, so please bare with me and send some helpful tips my way***

Peace-Love-Light-- Rae

I am soon to be divorced and when presented with the option to change my name, I decide to do 

just that. I am not, however, going back to my maiden nor am I in rush to get married and gain 

another. I am stepping into a name chosen and I feel is rightfully mine. I will be known as 

Godschild going forward. Listen at how the idea came up, what Godschild means to me, and how  

I took this opportunity to become who I was destined to be. 

Peace-Love-Light--Rae'

I felt very shameful after last week's episode talking about my prior drug addiction, and 

relentlessly pondered over whether it was the right idea to record a podcast episode about it. As  

I thought about it more and more it was placed in my spirit as a necessity to post about because

it show how much I am in need of God's grace. Time and time again we fall short and sin and act 

out of as a complete contradiction of how we know God's will and society has called us to act.

That is our need of grace, mercy, and forgiveness. If not for those times, we would not be in

need of Christ, a higher Being, Allah, or whatever your sense of hope allows you to believe in.

We all need something and for me it's the love of Christ and the power he gives in order to

overcome  anything. It gives me hope that I can grow and make a difference. That change can 

be created and from the dust we will rise victorious. Even in the darkest of hours there is light---

Peace-Love-Light--Rae

Memorial Day is full of fun and partying as it marks the beginning of summer. Many summers 

ago I was having fun and partying addicted to prescription meds. I didn't share this with many

people as I was so full of shame. Shame that I allowed myself to become addicted and even 

more shame because I saw first hand how addition can ruin your life. This lead me to a search 

myself for answers for my self-sabotage. Find out what the real issue was and how I freed

myself.

Peace-Love-Light--Rae

This one is literal ya'll, I am outside recording this episode, bike, birds, and cars. Bare with me.

I started the day energetically in the wrong place, and as the day went on it didn't get better. I

took a few extra moments outdoors and it lead to this. Patience is a process so trust your

progress. No matter how challenge or fearful the obstacle appears to be keep going...it not that

bad close up!

Peace-Love-Light--Rae

In this episode, I discuss how I have been limited by my fears and how it has hindered me from 

being as openminded as possible. Listen to the few things I struggled with over the past few 

weeks and the work I am doing to overcome those fears. Join me in my challenge this week in 

overcoming a fear or stepping outside your comfort zone. 

Peace-Love-Light-- Rae'